kuLang Ba ko NgayOn sa KuLay?!

bakit pakiramdam ko ang boring ngayon ng buhay ko?! nauubusan ako ng kwento ngayon...

OH NO! nawawala na ba ang pagiging writer ko?!...pwede bang mawala yon?

NO,NO,NO! Once a writer, always a writer...bwahaha!

^^ whoo! grabe! namimiss ko na yang symbol na yan... ^^...wala kasi niyan sa cellphone ko...eh yan pa naman ang smiley sa cell ko...

OHMYGOLLINESS! luminaw yung monitor namin!!!!!!!!!!! oh my!!!! whoo...ito ba ang biyaya sa akin ngayon?! ang luminaw ang monitor?! OH MY!!!

parang sinasabing: "Kiarra, huwag kang mawalan ng pag-asa!"

kung hindi niyo naitatanong...ilang linggo nang malabo ang monitor namin. pinagtyatyagaan ko lang na mag-internet kasi...kasi...adik ako. at ngayon....ngayon...Ang linaw na! hahaha!

"Im gonna fell." (sa oras na tinype ko yang senyence na yan, lumabo ang computer namin. hay.)

HAHAHA! nak ng tokwa! pa-english english pa kasi yung babae dun sa TV eh! mano ba'y pinag isipan niya muna bago sabihin! tsk.

pumili ka sa dalwang sitwasyon na ibibigay ko.

Situaation #1

Host: So, what did you feel when you were up there posing for your first photoshoot?
Guest: (isip...) Nervous.
Host: uh-huh. what else besides that?
Guest: Oh, yes. my boyfriend was standing next to the photographer.
Host: (spitflood)

Situation #2

Host: So, what were your reactions after knowing that you're gonna have your first photoshoot?
Guest: you dont know what i felt that time! you just dont know it...
Host: yes,yes so what did you feel?
Guest: the emotions were so strong you just dont know how i felt!!
Host: haha (friendly laugh) we get your point but what exactly did you feel?
Guest: oh...man. you just dont know how i felt that time!!!! whoo, ping me!
Host: (panic. then spitflood)

Situation #3

Host: i felt so scared.
Guest: why? why did you feel so scared?
Host: i just cant take it! i was asking them questions in a proper way but they just wont answer me the way they should answer me. i just cant stand the torturing words that they speak!
Guest: why? why cant you stand it?
Host: because it disturbs my mind. like, did they really understand me? am i a good host? is the problem in me or in them?
Guest: why? why do you think of it like that?
Host: because it made me think of it like that!!! (cries)
Guest: uh-huh, uh-huh...poor poor thing...
Host: (stares at the camera man)
Audience: WHOO PING ME!

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wag ka na lang pumili. natripan ko lang yan...may ipaparating sana akong mensahe na makakatulong sa buhay kaso nakornihan ako eh. hahaha!

anyway, nanuod kami kina Kets ng 'My Little Bride' (Korean movie) at nagsisi ako pagkatapos panuorin yun. tsk. nainggit lang ako.

gusto ko tuloy ngayon ng fixed marriage. pero siempre dapat type ko yung ikakasal sakin saka dapat inis siya sakin tapos ako hindi siya kinikibo pero sa totoo lang baliw na baliw na ko sa kanya. teka nga. nasusuka ako sa sinasabi ko.

(ipikit ang ilong...)

okay. nasa matinong pag-iisip na uli ako.

ang init talaga dito sa Pinas eh. kung gagamitin nung mga government officials yung mga dinukot nilang pera para bumili ng mais con yelo, halu-halo, sago't gulaman, ice cream at electric fan (oo, electric fan lang. harmful sa environment ang aircon...), eh susuportahan ko na sila.

i po-promote ko ang corruption.

kaso...hindi sila mababaw mag-isip tulad ko kaya wala. niloko ko lang ang sarili ko.




HAY.